Dear Journal,

I kept having this awful pain in my heart, that i shouldn't do in my entire life.. It's was last year ago back in the winter of 2008.

My enemy used to be my friend a comrade, subordinate, closed friend. He was a friend that give me confidence. That was over.

He crossed the line that he shouldn't have done... He walk away from my life, he immediately block me on aim, myspace and he ignore my call..

He and I haven't spoken to each other for half a year and now we are like enemy of an enemy. He and I will never crossed path each other..

I will let the anger inside my heart control me. Fate will decide for me whether or I will not apologize
what he did to me.





Friends have their fights. Sometimes dont talk for days, weeks, months or even years. During those times they say things they dont mean, and lose trust by the second. For a while, they hate each other. But before you know it someone has the strength and dignity to apologize. Before you know it, no matter how long it has been, you're talking on the phone. First time in almost a year... Its not even weird, it actually feels like you pick up right where you left off. And it feels good, like a part of you is put back, a part that's been lost for a long time