Yesterday wasn't my day at all. I was driving home from the D&B that my brother saw me drunk.. He and I were having argument that it's turn out giving me advice now.. He told me I was doing wrong decision in life. He told me I was a coward that doesn't know how to take action in life. I don't know where to start right now, is that i want to cry but i couldn't cry front of my brother..

I couldn't go sleep last night that i was crying in bed the whole night. I was so depressed today and tonight. I don't know where to go now. I need take some medicine for the depression pill..

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?

Dear Journal,

I kept having this awful pain in my heart, that i shouldn't do in my entire life.. It's was last year ago back in the winter of 2008.

My enemy used to be my friend a comrade, subordinate, closed friend. He was a friend that give me confidence. That was over.

He crossed the line that he shouldn't have done... He walk away from my life, he immediately block me on aim, myspace and he ignore my call..

He and I haven't spoken to each other for half a year and now we are like enemy of an enemy. He and I will never crossed path each other..

I will let the anger inside my heart control me. Fate will decide for me whether or I will not apologize
what he did to me.





Friends have their fights. Sometimes dont talk for days, weeks, months or even years. During those times they say things they dont mean, and lose trust by the second. For a while, they hate each other. But before you know it someone has the strength and dignity to apologize. Before you know it, no matter how long it has been, you're talking on the phone. First time in almost a year... Its not even weird, it actually feels like you pick up right where you left off. And it feels good, like a part of you is put back, a part that's been lost for a long time

Today I woke up in the morning to get my stuff ready for school, I drove to school. I notice my back pocket that doesn't have my wallet. I was so freaking nervous and stressing a lot. When I got to school i didn't have my money with me so i have to ask my friends for food >__<. Anyway when i driving back home, that I saw the police on my left lane. When I was driving 65 mph. I'm glad that I found my wallet in my room

+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Re-post this as "what a kiss means"